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HAPPY(belated) BIRTHDAY GATRIA.

Sorry i couldn't celebrate your birthday with you due to my AEM.

hope you enjoyed your birthday, and the kinder buenos i bought you. haha.

be happy girl, you know you can. and dont be so confused anymore lah!

you'll make me even more confused. tsk.

=/

and, you know i love you. like a hell lot. hahaha.

and you know you have me even if the whole world doesnt want you.

looking forward to tomorrow.

I am so sorry to those people whose hearts I've broken.

I am so sorry to those people whose hopes I've crashed.

Maybe you despise me now, maybe you don't even want to talk to me now, maybe you dont even want to look at me now.

I dont know, all i know is that I'm sorry.

hope you'll forgive me, and then we'll be like old times.

^^, just like old times. just maybe, friends.

HIATUS.

blame it on mid-years and people who took my heart away.

because i know that time will tell, because i know that i love them as much as i love myself.

on a brighter note, i went out with gats today! i bought pens and foolscap paper, and mcflurry mudpie.

(:

bad day or what.

Today, amir didn't come to school.
I had remedial after school with Ayu. then after remedial, I talked with gats for awhile, and then she went home and i met amir and some other people.

yesterday, we supported the c div soccer boys.
they won and it was against hongkah.
3-0.
8)

did i mention that the seating arrangement was changed.
so no more shireen no more wei ming no more imran no more nazma, but there's still lydia.
she's sitting beside me now, as in we're just right beside each other, and we're in the first row.
we actually requested for it you knowww.
because both of us can't see from the back. and i think teachers dont like listening to me.
i got so mad until i went out of class without a pass. luckily i met lydia and she hugged me.
(L)

I LOVE HUGS. i think its a hobby.

ohyah, i need to study for mid-years already. first paper is mt, and it's next friday.
the day before i go camping. (wait, issit camping?!) at kuantan.
k, i dont know where my dad is taking me and mum but i know i'll be gone for 3 days and i'll miss
monday's lesson if im not wrong.
so on 27 april im not going to school, dont miss me.
hahaha, especially pipe.
and yay, pipe, im glad we're okay now. ily, you know. haha.

I HAVE TO PAY $668 for the perth trip! while lydia, isk and shafiq has to pay only $388.
WHERE DID MY EDUSAVE GO?! tsk.
-.-

LALA AND GAT'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING, idk what to get them. and i still owe fatin and renie birthday presents. haiya, nvm. i'll go book myself out one day and go somewhere alone to buy them their presents.

k idk what to write. but i have something on the back of my mind!

ohyah, one thing i know for sure : everythings falling apart. but gat always says, life is fair.
so let's just wait and see.

gotta go, bye readers. any comments just add me at msn or something.
haha, yalah. im too scared to face spammers. tsk. HAHAHA, rightttttttttttttttttttttt.
comeon, try me.

hahah nice one syuhada and sara.
(L)

13 April.

supposed to be 13th.

you know i know.

dont be mad at me just because of a freaking bedsheet, asshole.

I AM SO CONFUSED I DONT EVEN WANT TO KNOW WHAT MY FEELINGS ARE.

I only remembered,

My 3 girls left me at 12.15(for lydia) and 1.15(for syafiah and ayu) and I was left alone for History class.
I took the Malay paper from Fareez.
btw, thanks to Imran and Iskandar for accompanying me.
:D

AND after school, I MET QZAI. yay, talked for a bit before he went to dikir.
then i went home to help my mum do curry puffs! haha, i likeeeee.
8)
it's fun, my mum says im talented!

and some random things,

• I AM GOING TO PERTH.
• People still owe me hugs.
• I want to eat ice cream.
• I want to/am going out tomorrow.
• Mid-year is coming.

Pardon me, i have no mood to blog. Goodbye lovelies.

FLU IS SICKENING.

-.-

and i should really practice to send my sms-es to the correct people, i always have the tendency to send the wrong sms-es to the wrong people.

):

no, not over yet.

Yesterday was a bad day, but I didn't want to spoil anything, especially yesterday was the match and Renie's birthday.

so yeah, 4 hours of lessons wasn't enough for me to decide, I am fickle-minded.

At last, I came up with a decision that I knew I will regret, and I did.

I just went on with it, and stupid foolish me became so fragile and cried.

but what's done is done. I'm sorry baby.

whatever it is, I'm still glad we're not strangers. and that we're going to be as close as before.

and thanks to all the people for being there. well, being there is enough. haha.

and for the hugs.

and, so on Thursday was Shuib's Birthday.

haha, happy birthday ex-PTM(you don't have to know).

:D

I'm so glad I'm okay now. except for the fluuuuuuuuuuuuu.

):

Nur Amirrudin Bin Mazlan, i am so sorry. and thanks for your wake-up call just now. Greatly appreciated.

I wanted to do Bio homework, but I don't even know what to write, and the word duodenum makes me go "whattttttttt?"

So anyway, I went to JJC to support the soccer boys cos they were playing against hongkah.
and imran, i WILL go even if you don't let me to k, ass. HAHA.

and soooooo I LOST MY POA BOOK. hahah, so no more studying for POA.
(but) I have two kind souls who willingly said that i could share their POA book with them.
Greatly appreciated, you guys.
;D

Ohyah, the masjid thingy was okay, excluding the fact that I had mosquito bites on my hand.
-.-
The masjid is old mannnnnnnnnnnn. and our notes is really in a mess, and i can't even figure out what Lydia wrote inside my notebook, she was writing wayyy too fast.

Mid-year is coming, i still cannot believe it. I DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT NUTRITIONS IN HUMANS.
somebody coach me. i want to be smart. haha.

my eyes is itchy. i dont want to rub it, i dont want it to get red.
): and im damn sleepy cos i didn't get a good sleep last night. blame it on the new bed!


k i am sleepy and i love everybody except for coach.
-.-